Monday, November 29, 2010

Mirage

Life is a constant mirage, moving images of what we think the future will be like

Ok so its 4 am and up until an hour ago i was studying!! what i knew med school would be tough but this is just crazy!! and this is supposed to be the easiest semester but anyway i just know that all this will payy off someday somehow so until the its back to the grind!!!!
PEACE!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I'M LUVIN IT

My life literally began the day i stopped caring about what people thought of me. So what, I'm the girl who likes Drake (and i can rap-along any day just ask Henry Kumi lol!) and still thinks Jill Scott is one of the best singers that ever lived. I'm the cynic who thinks true love is just a myth but cries whenever she watches "The Notebook"(best movie eva btw!) and I'm the girl who loves to do well in class but hates the competition people attach to it. Sometimes we go through life defined by labels and even though we might want to change, we are scared to because we are known as "the shy one" or "the cute one". Once in a while we need to step out of our comfort zone and stretch ourselves, being uncomfortable is sometimes good because it shows that you are doing something that you have never done before and experiencing something that could change life as we know it (hey rae rae n pt lol) 4eva. So for right now, I am defying labels, I do what my heart tells me not what the world tells me. i remember when i met my best friend and everyone wondered "WTF is she doing with THAT GUY" well, what i was doing was getting to know someone on their own terms not as they had been portrayed by the world and i met one of the most beautiful souls ever (pls dnt let ur head grow big!). So for right now if you ask me how i'm feeling about life well.... I guess you already know I'm LOVING IT!!!!
CONSIDERATIONS, FEARS AND ROADBLOCKS ARE SUPPOSED TO APPEAR OTHERWISE IT MEANS YOU HAVEN'T SET A GOAL THAT IS BIG ENOUGH TO STRETCH YOU AND GROW YOU!!!

my style!

I MISS YOU GUYS

WE ALL NEED SUM1 TO LEAN ON SUMTYMES, ME I GOT 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

GRATITUDE

Today has been one of the sh*ttiest days ever starting from this morning where i barely understood enything in Algebra then moving on to standing in a very hot corridor for over an hour to wait for a class that didnt come on. UGH!!!!!!! and above all i am broke???

WHY BLACK GIRL ROCK!!!

Because she was the first one to win an OSCAR!!!!!
Because she is truly a Classic beauty
beacuse she KNOWS HOW TO MAKE THAT MONEY!!!!

Because she showed black girls that being smart ROCKS!!!! and actually pays off

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

VISIONS OF THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!


CALIFORNIA KING BED!!!!!




THIS IS JUST A VISUAL ORGASM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE BEAUTIFUL HOUSES!!

Why I Love Jesus

This is my open letter to God;
Thank you for making me, for protecting me, for loving me through all the hard times. Most people see me and wish they were like me but all I want to be is like you. Thank you for showing me that in this deep, dark world where sin is rampant and love has been made into an object, there is still hope. Thank you Lord for holding my hand through all those difficult times and showing me You had a divine purpose for my life. There have been so many times that you have saved me and I didn't even know it. Thank you for not giving up on me and for showing me that I deserve unconditional love. Thank you Lord for giving me this day and the gift of speech and self expression. Above all thank you for giving me the gift of LOVE. Keep my eyes on you at all times. help me not to be proud or arrogant rather, give me the humility of a lamb. Let me not get caught up in this world and its worldly things; always remind me that this is not where i belong; my home is in heaven. Keep my mind focused on You at all times. let me not question it when you bless me, let me not fear to go where you lead me; although in the eyes of the world i may seem like a rebel, let me at all times be a rebel that's yours. If I am disowned for following Your truth, give me joy and fill my heart with peace. AND MOST OF ALL FATHER GIVE ME THE HAPPINESS THAT COMES ONLY FROM YOU, THAT DEEP, DEEP JOY THAT COMES FROM KNOWING YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE..amen

HELOOOO....

It's 11:48 Tuesday night and this is the first time I have ever decided to share whatever goes on in my mind with any1 apart from my best friend. This blog is all about the good things in life and positive energy. Venturing into an unknown zone i don't even know what to expect from this process I'm just hoping i'll love the ride hopefully you'll love it too. Posts might not be frequent but they will always be good!!! For me this is just Twitter... without all the random tweets.....